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Time for my rant.
I’m wondering why I still keep drawing.
I absolutely make no progress, my art is shitty. All I can do right now is cell-shading and it’s not good. I can’t do anything else. I forgot how to use my own colouring style.
I can only get like 10 notes and then hear “it’s because you’re not tumblr popular” or “it depends who reblogs your art”. It’s the same on dA. Doesn’t matter how much work I put into pictures.
When I look at other people’s arts, I feel depressed and useless.
There's also the matter of my comic. It's not as popular as I wanted and it's not going anywhere. I also have problems with my mother. It’s just getting worse and I don’t know how to deal with it.
I’m not even good at testing games. I can’t even keep my plants alive.
Why do I do this? I should stop drawing.
I should stop breathing.